Monday, July 25, 2011 | By: Barely Wai

Home

HOME - Most people treats it as the safest most warm place on Earth.
Somehow I feel a bit (NOT TOTALLY) different.
For the everytime I go home, I'd expect something different.
But the same thing always happen.
I get scolded for everything I've done in school, in college or anywhere.
Taking part in co-curricular activities.
Taking photos of everything.
Stargaze.
Skate.
Robotics.
Camping.
Watching TV and facebook-ing for long hours (Well.. I don't mind if you scold me for this.. Haha..)
etc.
But what about the others??
Is it wrong??
Am I doomed??
The only excuse they gave me is my study results ain't that excellent..
At least I don't fail right??
I don't fail even 1 subject though they ain't excellent.
If you know me.
I'll always wait until the most important exam to really study because that's the time whereby I won't procrastinate much. Just like many of my fellow coursemates.
I may not get great results in the end but at least I'll achieve something.
I don't want my life to be like a nerd who doesn't know anything besides study.
Who tells you that only people who gets full As can succeed?
Einstein did work as a clerk before after years of education.
He couldn't even talk until the age of 3.
Is he doomed?
Hawking was passing, but his unimpressive study habits resulted in a final examination score on the borderline between first and second class honours - Wikipedia
He's now paralysed.
Is he doomed?
No matter what you do.
There's always a hope.
I LOVE to explore.
It's in my blood.
I'm not the person who can sit quietly in the office doing all those paper work.
I'd rather sleep than doing something like that.
I'm ok if it's once in a while job.
I can work in the factory.
But only if the person I'm working with truely respects me as a human.
That's human rights to me.
And it RULES.
A person couldn't do everything.
But the things that I do are somehow related to one another.
Why do I get scolded for what I've done?
I just don't get it after almost 5 years.
For the everytime I went home.
I feels like a lifeless, tired person because I've to be another person.
Hence, I seldom go home.

Both my mother and father were very supportive of any career move any of us wanted to make. - James Gandolfini
I'll always dream of such parents.
I'm not saying that they ain't good ya. 
I still like them. =D

Wai Wai.